Wahh..lame btol aku abaikan blog nih..sepatutnye kne update testimoni family..but due to certain reason, i have to put aside this blog for few months.. Alang2 da bosan sgt buat critical literature review, makanye aku decide nk citer skit menda yg paling aku xsuke time kecik2, tp menda tu laa yg aku kne buat skg.. urghhhh! rase mcm nk tampar3 diri sbb xamalkan dri dlu.. penyesalan mula berlaku tatkala senja melabuhkan tirai.. cewahh.. ayt novel.. ok back to main topic.. Menda yg paling aku x minat sekali sejak dilahirkan adalah :
Yes!! its reading.. Ulat tu pon dipaksa membaca sebenarnye.. senyuman die pon x ikhlas..gross.. though i hate reading, smpi satu tahap tu papa aku siap beli buku yg gmbr byk2..at last, i just flip the pages just to browse.. time skola tadika lgi, aku xsuke menulis buat karangan pnjang berjela jela... ntah ape aje aku merepek.. hasil karya pertama aku yg sgt2 membanggakan ialah "Aku sebatang pen"... dlm byk2 menda, pen jgk aku tulis kisahnye.. the best part is, that article was been publish in school magazine! (tepukan bersorak) time tu, hnya aku n family aku jer yg tau kisah sebenar.. as i said, im not good in writing.. maafkan sya cikgu, sya terpaksa buat demikian demi menyelamatkan diri.. aku ni bijak dlm cri alternative..
so, kebetulan aku nmpak papa aku tgh duk tekan2 type writer tuk buat tender kontrak (zaman dlu papa aku just mampu beli type writer jer dlu sbb time tu komputer bpk mahal)..aku pon mintak papa type kan aje citer yg aku nk bercerita ni.. aku ckp basic idea je..yg menyusun ayat papa aku.. end up, it was a good article.. anak yg membanggakan!!! itu laa kisahnye.. since aku xsuke membaca..asal nmpk huruf byk2 jer, aku muntah..smpi tahap cmtu dasyatnye..
so aku dpt identify kehebatan otak aku dlm melihat, mentafsir n mengira...
Jadinye, papa aku dgn kreatifnye tampal sifir 2 smpi 12 kt sumer dinding umah..kt peti ais, kt pintu billik, pintu almari, pintu umah, pintu hati..over btol.. yup! its true..umah kami da mcm umah bangla..segalanye bertampal sifir..tp guess what, i manage to memories all those calculation within 1 month when i was 6 years old.. da ari2 aku ngadap menda yg sme.. aku teok, aku hafal siap dgn lgu siti sifir lgi..best thing, i beat my brother.. aku da katam sifir, tp die xlgi at that time.. asal papa blek keje je, aku ngadap papa aku n bace sifir.. it was great thing ever in my life! then aku proceed n carry on smpi skola rendah darjah 4..msok darjah 5, aku collapse dgn math sbb aku pindah skola and im suffering from culture shock.. my upsr wasnt that bad for math..
Ape2 pon, it was past.. till now, i still love math.. but, in college, i was not been exposed on calculation as im taking business study.. Dlu aku nk amik architect design sbb aku suke teok buildings and design.. but ntah cmner aku bleh amik business.. nk kate result spm terok, x jgk..sbb aku ditawarkan course accounting in matrix melaka and investment analysis in uitm segamat.. y business?? sbb satu jer aku yakin.. aku buat ape yg nabi SAW buat.. rezeki lebih byk bile berniaga.. its true.. papa pon buat construction and he was making money.. at that moment, aku tros mcm berminat kt business.. smpi skg.. and guess what, i had read more than 50 articles and journals within 1 year.. mcm nk muntah darah pon ade..tp itula hakikat.. menda yg kita xsuke, akhirnye itula yg kita buat..
Ape2 pon, bersyukur ngn hidup yg sekarang.. Aku pon da final year degree from University East of London program.. Conclusion nye, aku sgt3 setuju ngn statement papa aku.. papa aku salu pesan kt aku time aku tadika lgi "Ilmu hanya ade pada buku. Tuk dpt ilmu, angah kene byk membaca".. Statement ni aku salu argue ngn papa aku time kecik sbb aku benci membaca.. but now, u r the best papa in my world! I gained so many knowledge from reading.. no matter what reading material u read, as long as u read, u will gain something which make u different from others..
Ok, till here.. aku nk smbung buat asemen project aku yg sgt critical tuk buat.. again, reading will solve the problem.. bye!